Diet Diary
So I haven’t really been on lately to give any updates, but I thought I would as I’ve been pretty down again about my weight. I’ve fluctuated for the last month and a half between 186 and 192. Today I got on and I’m finally down to 186 again! Yeah! I’m not going to get super excited yet, as I have been fluctuating, but I haven’t been down there in quite some time so I might get a little excited. I bought my first bathing suit in two years yesterday two. A one-piece that is a 12/14, so I’m pretty happy about that. Funny that I tried on the two pieces and was going to have to go to a plus size because of my chest and could go down a size in the one-piece. Who knows. It has a skirt to cover up a bit of my legs, which is good. Who knows. I will probably still look like a beached whale. I have to get some self-confidience, but it’s been so long since I’ve really felt good about how I looked, I’m not sure how to do it anymore. Oh well! Love you and happy 4th!
I’m not sure if anyone has self-confidence in a bathing suit….unless they are 12 years old or less or are a size 2….so we all pretty much have that problem! I didn’t really get to see it but what I saw I like you bathing suit!! And you looked great in it! Keep it up, sexy!! Love you!